I was tired.
I went to bed early and my mind was going at full force. I started thinking about everything that is going on in our home, in our lives, in our jobs, and the anxiety started to hit. me. hard.
I really wished I could just flip a "off" switch and just go to sleep!
But just as I started to feel a little overwhelmed, I realized how blessed I am. I can't complain, I can't feel bad for myself- Im not doing this alone. And at that moment I really did feel peace. (Insert tears!)
Heavenly Father knows us. He knows me.
He knows my struggles, he knows my limits.
He just wants us to include Him in our daily lives.
It's so easy to say- I know. But its really not that hard to do, I just need to be reminded every so often!
I'm not trying to preach- and really I don't know if anyone still reads this blog!! But it's good for me to put down the thoughts and feelings I have on this blog. It's a reminder for MYSELF that Im not doing this alone.
Tomorrow will come. And things will work out.
One day at a time.
And
I think its good to evaluate our lives every so often and make changes and set goals. Today my goals have changed a little, my priorities are different than they were a year ago, and thats ok!
Im so thankful for these sweet faces. (Easter Sunday 2016)
And especially for the sweet man I have that totally carries me through this life! He's amazing. He really is.
One of my personal goals is to do better at this whole "journaling" blogging thing! I used to be so good! Everyday! But things happen, babies happen, jobs happen, life happens!
But it is important to me so here I go again!
I told myself I would keep it simple! I think it all just became to overwhelming to keep up! I wanted to do a "home" blog, then by business started and that takes a lot of time! So Im pushing all that aside and this blog will stay focused on my little family. I'm sure I'll still do updates on our new home projects- yay! And maybe a few inserts of my A&D business, I know I haven't even mentioned that at all on here!! But the main focus is those 4 faces! And I'm not going to lie, Im excited to get back to it!
I do love blogging.
I get back to where I once was, one day at a time!
So here we go Back to blogging.
Now... is anyone still reading blogs?!!!
1 comment:
Yes, I'm still reading your blog! I love your posts. I often feel the exact same way about what you've written....many times! I deleted my blog a few years ago and sometimes I miss it. I still read others even though I don't have one...weird I know. I scrapbook and journal and print a copy each year. They are displayed in my living room within my kid's reach. They look at them often. Maybe scrapbooking is what you can do if you stop blogging. There are a ton of new apps and things that allow you to do it on you phone. Me, I'm still using PS to do mine. Good luck! And thanks for allowing me to be apart of your life, even if it's only online. :)
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